My grandmother passed away last night. I didn't really think that she would this time. After all the times she has been so close she always beats it but I guess it was just her time. She was in a lot of pain so she's peaceful now. My father said I could come home but now my mother is saying no. And it's my mothers mom who passed so I feel I should listen to her. Even though flights are really cheap right now she still wont let me. She was my only grandparent left and we were really close so I feel like I should be there. I also wanted to bury the rosary beads with her but I wont be able to now, even if I mail them, they wont get there on time. If I came home it would have been tomorrow morning until Monday and I would have missed so much here but I dont even care. I spent like 2 hours on the phone today trying to see if I can make up a quiz I would miss and finally got them to let me. And now I cant even go home. A foreign country alone is the last place you want to be when one of your closets family members dies. God this sucks. I might go over to the Duomo and light a candle or something for her this week. Her funeral will either be Thursday or Friday so I will probably go one of those days. We're going to Milan and Venice this weekend which I am now no longer excited for. I would rather be going home.
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Monday, February 16, 2009
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